I'm beginning to feel energetic now.. I finally finished my law assignment and the thing that has been bothering me for the past few days is gone. Thanks to all those who have been giving me support during this period and advising me.

I finally understood why many people say "it is easier to take then to give". However, it is important to give than to take sometimes. To give would mean to sacrfice, to lose certain things but often we forget that sometimes by giving, we will receive more than what we give. Someone once said that I only know how to take but I duno how to give. Well, it is quite true to certain extent. Only when u experience certain things in life, then you will realise that if the person is important to you, then it does not matter who is right who is wrong, who is at fault or who is not at fault. You just got to put down everything and move on.

Life is so complicated and is so hard to manage communication and interaction with human beings. There is no perfect formula in managing that. I guess the best way is to do what your heart tells you.

Recess week ain't really recess week. It just means week to do more work. And being sick during recess week ain't a good thing. You end up not doing much work and being so stress of all the work given to you.

Maybe I take things too seriously already, but that is me. I'm easily affected by the slightest thing. Even if an ant walk pass me in the middle of the night during my sleep, i will waken up from my sleep. Haha...

What a way to start my recess week break to go do Acct Project on a early friday morning. Luckily, the place is at Tampines which is just 5 bus stops away from my house. The walk-in towards the office is so long and the weather is so hot..

Finally reached the place and thank God there's air-con there.. Did the interview with the 2 managers there and I think there's a lot of work to do still. Clear some doubts but end up with more question marks..Think many companies, esp such SMEs are not so structured afterall. They just go by the so-called family based way of management.

Walked back to Safra and we were so tired and hungry.. Ate at Sakura with David. Thanks Dude for the belated bday treat.. Haha.. Ate quite a lot but unfortunately we were chased out at 3 when we arrived only at 2..

In the evening, met up with my metalz.. Waited for everyone to end work before arriving at Liang Court's, Tampopo. I love the place, esp their ramen.. I ordered some ramen and I love the soup tremendously.. Is tasty but not salty.. No harm drinking more.. The gals ordered the spicy version of the ramen and is good. Next time I shall try.. And I believe their pork cutlet is just as good as well.. Some photos that we took there..


Cee, Me and Nana..

I think that anlene milk powder person just seems to pick on me.. She just like to "powder bath" what I say and what else can I do. I really feel like giving her the black face look and shoot her one time good one. I wonder why all accounting teachers are like that. Probably, now I know.. It doesn't take an accountant to be good in numbers and figures, as long as you can outtalk people, u win the game. Haha..

Went to bugis to mug with Yuesi at Starbucks. I studied a little bit of accounting and did a little bit of revision on my tutorial. Left at 4 cos I was too tired to carry on. She stayed there with her course mate to do project.

I dun understand why some people don't think before they speak or they were borned to be sarcastic, trying to suan ppl as much as they could. U don't have to go 1 round to say that you are smart but others aren't by saying words like "I'm not as good as u"----something towards that extent. Although is not directed to me, but when directed to my friend, I understand how badly affected he would be. Although im not directly involved, but I also think such statements just have negative effects.. I hope really is ITTM, everything is unintentional... At least the injured party will feel better this way..

Btw, u (u know who u r) dun have to change your name.. I'm just being lame.. Haha...How can someone like you who got +ve income elasticity be the same with another that has -ve income elasticity... Haha..

I have nothing much to blog about..... I just want to write sth... There's so many things to do until I duno where to begin. I'm just trying to smoke my way through I guess.. I really hope this coming week will pass faster. Recess week... A week to rest well, study well, do sth meaningful and consolidate and reflect upon my work...

I was brought to this vegetarian buffet at Balestier and I guess the only word that I could think of is "disappointment"...

This sem pass much more quickly than I thought.. But good oso... I just want to get it over and done with. Nothing much to look forward to this sem, other than is just study, study and more study. Hopefully I can survive it peacefully, calmly, and catch up on what I have lost.. In terms of work and also other stuff....

The 3 hours break before my elective on tues and thurs doesn't really seem very useful. Lunch, print notes, chit chat, relax a bit... That's the end of it. Thank God we finished dreadful 228a and we can have peaceful lunch after our cores. I'm so looking forward to meeting metalz on Friday evening for dinner. It is my good excuse to relax..

Pls let this sem end so that I can say goodbye to crappy people like AT, VY or SC... Don't bother rem my name either cos I dun wish to be your target.. Just give me good marks for my participation and I will use my strength for the remaining. And for some ppl, pls teach and not talk to individuals in the class. You are a seminar facilitator not a private tutor.. If you don't change, no one in your class will ever understand you...

Went review yesterday. And it costs me $35 just for that 5 mins of consultation. For that stupid bite, a total of $73... All I get is antibiotics and more of that.. 1 fine day, I may just have no effect on them and I might just lose my power to overcome all these viruses. Although that part is slightly smaller and better now, I still feel uncomfortable when sitting down. I just can't concentrate on my work.. I either got to lie on my bed to do my readings or I can't sit properly for half an hour at my desk. Joyce, I can understand how ur LS feel, but luckily you don't have sch, no work oso.. Not like me, I wanna lie on bed also cannot cos got so many things to do. I heeded your advice to read the textbook but I still don't understand.. How??

Life is not fair... Or extremely unfair.. For that I got to agree.. People read 1 time, they can understand and get the answers. I read 1 time, or even 2 times, I will never be able to understand. Then you will hear 1 voice telling you "Then read the 3rd time, the 4th time, sure understand." But by doing so, sometimes you get even more confused and you don't understand even more. Sometimes, I really don't know who to turn to when I don't understand. People entertain you 1 or 2 qns/time, still ok.. But if you want explanation long enough to make a stupid person like me understand, I think the other party will just get frustrated. Not that I don't have the "chiong" or determination to get A, but do I even have the basics to even get it or not. Often I want to ask, but when my mouth is about to open, I swallowed it down. I just don't know how to ask cos I'm so afraid that the qn is gonna be so stupid that you gonna give me a "fu yan" answer. The feeling of getting such answers is so horrible, it just make you feel like he has some hidden agenda of "Is so simple, you mean you duno?"

Maybe I think too much but there's nothing to do about this until I see myself breaking through the barrier. And when people exposed you of sth, you try to lie and bring it over. But by hiding or telling this 1 lie, you got to use ways to cover up this lie with more lies, and when you are exposed, you just don't know how to face the person involved.

I'm still bloody stuck with my accounting... Duno how to do and my brain just refused to let me carry on.. If I can be granted a wish now, I hope God will send me an angel now to help me with my accounting tutorial. At least, guide me to see some light. If not, I don't think I will even have the courage to attend sch tmr.. Stress... Stress... Stress... Kill me..

All has not been well for me today. Yest afternoon, I felt a bit of uncomfortable but I thought it was just a small bite and will heal in a while's time. But later in the evening, it got worse. The lump became bigger and I could barely sit but still it was not that bad. I managed to get sleep (maybe I too tired liao) but this morning when I woke up, it was horrible.

On my way to sch, I felt very uncomfortable. The long journey makes things worse. During Tax and law, I could bearly concentrate cos I got to tilt one side in order to minimise the pain inflicted on the swollen part. Luckily, I got presentation, so I managed to stand a while. By the time it was 228a, I could hardly sit properly. What's worse is she's so long-winded. After 228a, I'm so tired and I just have no energy to go for malay elective. So I pon-ned it...

I left school and Jeremy dropped me at Bugis.. By then, even standing I could feel the pain liao.. Went to the clinic near my house. The doctor said the situation was quite bad and sort of did a mini surgery for me to sort of make it less swollen. But is still swollen now.. She said she will prescribe me with solution and cream to clean the wound, and oral medication to clear the infection. However, I still need to go back on sat to see if another surgery is needed. As a result of all this, I got myself a 2 days MC..... Haha...