This week seems to pass veri slowly. Perhaps, it is the intensive studying culture that found in all parts of the island that makes me feel so guilty. Every fast-food outlet, airport, and even in the college campus, everyone is studying so hard for their exams.. Studying really make time slow down. A bit sian....

Got the enlistment letter on tues. Cheers i'm enlisted in march!! Yay, i will be going holiday in december and planning wad to do for the next 3 months. Perhaps, working rite?? who would not want the extra allowance every month. Haha! Can enjoy a bit of freedom finally and enjoying chinese new year before that veri day comes!!

Yesterday, went back to sch to study and for some stupid econs consultation cos i seriously need someone to answer my doubts. Ms Lim was not around so no choice, Wong Mei Mei lor. Omg! she is really veri scary sia. Scolded me n douglas for not knowing how to answer her questions which in fact are not in the syllabus wad. As long as i know a bit about it can liao rite! Not like that it will be tested in essays. Scold scold den we dare not ask liao. Luckily, that clever girl Sheila came, and finally someone can go canteen buy "pau" for her! Haha. She demanded for one big pau and of course sheila have no choice but to buy for her rite! Den she went to her HOD room to get wallet and brought out one big basket of biscuits! Is she that hungry? who knows rite! Den came sheila with the "big pau" and we bid farewell to her as we just dunno wad to ask anymore! Perhaps, if we continue, we will be more demoralise as she continues to fire more questions to us! Sian! Something, i veri pissed too! The teachers are scolding us for doing paper 1 most of the time! But doing mcq will test ur concepts rite? Not that i dun wan to do things like paper 3 but can't memorise so mani things now la! I'll probably forget everything when the real thing comes! Forget it!

We went to celebrate Kenneth's bdae at compass point after sk's practical! We ate at captain's cook and mug for a while there! To relieve a bit of stress, we were gossiping about one plump and big size pig in captain's cook mugging for exam! Chao fat sia! and eat bloody lot! I jus can't stand these fat people with long hair and wearing one big pink jacket! Look super gross manz!! Then went to Safra to extend my passport before dinner!

OK that's all for now! Shall update more the next time!

2 years in mj is so fast and is now coming to an end! Yesterday was graduation day. I took lots and lots of photo, one of which is priceless and i treasure it so much that i cannot describe now... haha.. after the farewell assembly in LT4, we were dismissed to our CT classroms to receive our testimonials. It is the last time we greet mrs chong in the classroom and she showed us some funny slides about personality. Den came our last year CT, MS LHS, she came in and spoke in chinese and to my surprise, she composed a song for our class. Den she started singing... I veri much wanted to laugh but most gals were crying so i couldnt laugh. IF u think i cannot pitch, den try listening to her. U will realise that at the end of the whole thing u dun even know how to sing the chorus even though it was repeated 4 times. Almost every line change key one lor; i just feel like laughing, but i know if i start, i will not stop. Upon closer reflection, christians are really veri expressive. They like to use songs to express themselves. However, a firm person like me jus couldnt let out a single drop of tear. Am i such a heartless soul?? haha

Den came our chemistry tutor, MRS ROSALIND LIM. She came in and told us that she has confidence in us and gave us each a hand-made test tube with words of encouragement. Den we took photo and blablabla......

Followed by that, we went to canteen to meet mrs chong as she wanted to treat us to drinks.. Haha. Thanks mrs chong, as we yum seng veri loudly in the canteen. At the same time, mr ang was in the canteen as well.... so we took photos with him and he gave us some words of encouragement and believe that we can all do well for As. Shortly after that, came DAVID kwek...haha, came and took a few photos with us and left for learning agora.

We then went up to the staff room to find our econs tutor, Ms Lim, and took photo with her. While she's browsing through Lynette's testimonial, Norman Chua came and made fun of Lynette's testimonial and mock at me to demand a better testimonial from the choir teachers. Haha! so lame rite; meticulous has become counting the dots of all the stones in the garden. Den met Kenneth and we exchanged our testimonials to read. Went to photocopy shop to zap some things and left cos i need to find Ms Ee.

Went to general office to find Ms Ee but initially couldn't find her. Met Ms Lai instead. So scary rtie; then we assisted the help of mrs lim to find ms ee. But i was too anxious to find ms ee, so i march towards the door of the HOD room. Den Ms Lai came, and asked me who are u looking for; den i said ms ee lor; There goes "Sarah, r u ther" she shouted acroos the HOD room. Den ms ee came out. We presented her the prata and took photos with her, meanwhile gossip at the same time; haha. She told us we will do well and we must not let our anxiety and stress affect our performance; kudos to her and i promise u n ms lim that i will do veri well for econs and not let u guys be disappointed!!

We went home after that!!!

Btw, jerry ong is out of Spore Idol! I'm sure many singaporeans are happy about that. Dun u think so??

That's all; now shall go back to work and memorising notes!! less than 20 days to A's so must work veri hard and fight the big monster ahead with us with ease. Like Mrs Chong said, i shall persevere in adverstiy!! Kambate!

Today's lessons seems like eternity. Supposed to be last lecture for all the subjects but i am too sick to pay attention. Keep sneezing and quite giddy oso. Went to collect CCA certs and surprise surprise i got a B! Yay! My efforts are paid off! Signed the piece of paper and went home straight. Went to see the doc and realise that i am really veri sick.... Having fever (38 degrees) and the flu is quite bad. The doctor looked at me and asked me whether i am feeling anything uncomfortable throughout the day. He is shocked that i dun even know that i am so sick. He eventually gave me one day MC and that means tml i will not be attending college. Finally, i can put all worries aside and rest peacefully at home. Mrs Chong will be veri surprised then since this is the first time i absent from college. Haha!!

I am feeling quite dizzy right now even though the fever had subsided. Had marcaroni soup for dinner tonite and i think i should be quite alright since i can finish up the entire bowl. My appetite is not affected at all. Haha! I can now slack for a while without feeling guilty that i have done nothing. But who cares rite!! The real thing has yet to come and i shall rest now to store enough energy to run the final race!! Ok shall go rest now, take care everyone!!!

I ain't feeling good rite now!! The sore throat is gone but the flu is down on me. Feeling veri uncomfortable now!! Looking at the CCA record given out yesterdae made me even more stressed!! When is all these stress over?? I really dunno!! Yesterdae wad quite a bad dae for me as for todae the flu became worse!! Try to mug at Eastpoint BK with douglas but i couldn't sustain anymore! so we left BK after doing 45 mins of work!! went home and took panadol just now!! Had a nap and feeling slightly better now, but it is still BAD!!! Irritating flu virus! Can i sustain till the last period tml?? I seriously dunno abt it! Feel so uncomfortable with the runny nose!! Almost can't breath manz!!

My voice has been affected too!! My voice is now veri different and i sound like an "ah Bei" now! Gosh!! Finally, a true bass for this few days. Thank God the flu came at this point in time and not during the As. But it is still quite bad as i haven even started by SAJC paper 2!!! How to attend lecture like that? Haiz.....

Today, to our surprise, we got back our result slips earlier than we expected. We were supposed to get it next thurs but Ms Lai have chosen today as the so-called auspicious date to shock us!! We were all gathered to LT4 and were given a mini-lecture on our performance and attitude by both vice-principal & principal!! So sad rite!! Usual stuff, no time left!! Need to buck up, need to keep up with the intensity..............

We got back our testimonials today for verification purposes. quite a long one but many paragraphs were repeated in all the testimonials... Long paragraphs that were almost the same except one or 2 which is different; cca and leadership position!! I'm quite ok with it!!

Got to buck up from now onwards!! 3 more weeks to go and there's a lot for me to do!! OMG!

Today's lessons were rather boring. The maths lecture was far too chim for me. I only busy copying answers and trying my best to digest wadever that is taught by her. i think i really absorb zero. Econs were worst, fell asleep twice! elasticity and the macroeconomic policies are 2 boring topics manz!! Luckily, that ivy quek never call me again or i shall warn her not to pronounce my name wrongly and give up her stupid slank!!

went to west plaza to had lunch. The ban mian was not that bad and the portion was quite ok! Bought Mr softty on the way back to sch but it melted halfway!! GP mock exam was ok la! chose one question and it kept me occupied for the 1.5 hrs, writing at least 6 paragraphs. Yay. Better than the prelims i think. As for the compre, it was a topic on utopia and i dunno wad the hell they r toking about. Crap my way through!! Haha

The new washing machine came and i spent 40 mins with my mum, trying veri hard to teach her how to use it!! Rather crazy rite, analyse the functions, testing the different type of washing methods!! Haha! Really no mood to study after the GP mock. Maybe i will start VJ paper 2 tml morning ba!

Went to Pasta Mania for lunch AGAIN!!! My usual lunch place for saturdays in TM. Saturdays are well spent in TM every week and happy eating at Pasta Mania. This time round ordered Spicy Chicken for lunch and i really can't stand it. Its far too spicy for me, kept pouring ice lemon tea down my throat. I guess i am drifting slowly away from spicy food. Though it was pretty nice spaghetti but it was far too spicy! Wanted to catch a movie but not today la cos chao ex and many frends oso not around. In the end went to Popular AGAIN!!!

It is like every time i step into TM, i will walk into Popular. Nice shop huh? Today is TM popular official opening and there was a large croud both in the shop and outside the shop. Couldnt be bother with wad's lined up there cos it was too crowded and noisy. Bought Maths Year by Year TYS, so happi. Is $7.20. Cheaper than that stupid Red Spot that costs $15.30!! Was rather pissed off with the cashier lady. AP gal!! Nett items sae la, still us whether member or not. Stupid!! To save her own trouble, she refuse to give discount for i-weekly that Eileen bought. It is not a Nett product lor. I'm sure!! Argh!! Den she gave me this lucky draw form and asked me to fill up at the service counter. However, i was so pissed when the person said i have to wait till 315 for the lucky draw to take place and i must be present in order to qualify when the time is only 200!! Shit la! So we left Popular and whether i have won the lucky draw, it remains a mystery to me.

Today slacking mood again. Only did Econs MCQ!!! Lazy me! Had dinner at Sakura at Tampines Safra. This is the second time i been there. Yucks man!! The food is chao not nice one!! Feel like puking and the drinks are liked.....eeee. Paid $$ for a meal of yucky stuff, lousy buffet! Feel like puking when i reached home. And so bloody crowded lor. At one point in time, i was scooping ice for a drink, i stepped onto one tall army guy's foot!! Chao tall and big size. He stared back at me and i quickly apologized. So malu!! NEVER been so malu before. Gals must be real jealous if i tell u the second part to this story: Not only did i step onto him, i knock into him and almost fell onto him!! Haha! i did not fabricate this story to add spice to my entry but indeed this guy is real cool and chao handsome!! I think is about 2-3 years older than me ba!! Army guys ma surely got such x-factor. So gals, r u jealous now?? Dun be surprise when u see me 2 years down the road on the street, k?? U may not be able to recognise me!! Haha

Ok, i'm crapping. Never mind, i think i shall not continue cos i know many are starting to puke at this moment. I shall go watch my summer scent now!! My 敏宇, 慧緩, & my fav 圣才哥! Haha!

My blog is really rusting. I haven been blogging for quite a while as i was too preoccupied this week. All the maths assignments to be completed and so many things happened....

Got back all my prelim papers this week and should i say that i should be happy or sad. Talk about the happy things first. It is definitely an improvement as compared to mid-year. Also, managed to pass all subjects (this has not happen since promos last year). However, it is really quite disheartening to see that though i managed to improve, the improvement is just not as significant as my other classmates. All of them have improved quite a lot and i am like jsut scraping by. Let me sae out all that i want to sae (dun mind is too wordy)

GP: really lousy scores. Remember i said i wrote the essay within 45 mins and therefore it is not a surprise that i do lousy for it as compared to others who have attempted this easy question. As for comprehension, i am even more upset cos my grades are being pulled down by application question. Idiot. I got only 2 marks for it and this does not help to boost my scores even though i did well for the summary. Haiz... I really put in effort to attempt those questions but still... I just dun seem to get what the examiners really want.

Maths: Ok lor. I got a D. jus nice. Maths grades on the whole was quite close for our class and that this paper is a difficult one for it. As usual, careless mistakes everywhere esp in statistics, and this cancelled all my effort that i have done.

Chem: Sigh....my worst subject afterall. Never been passing it. But this time chao heng, get to obtain an E. Tai ko!! My practical got close to a B, mis by 0.xx percent. Thus, it brought up the marks and helped a lot in the overall. Also, this time managed to pass paper 2 even though paper 1 & 3 was a disaster. I would sae if i could have done better for my MCQ paper, it would definitely help. It was the worst MCQ paper that i have done so far. Shit man

Econs: My fav subject. Just like humanities subject cos it requires a lot of writing and veri little thinking. I would sae despite i thought my essay gone case, I still managed to clinch a C this time round. My essay question for demand and supply was gone case. 6/25. The other questions was much better. At least the market structure and market failure essay i would sae was a well done this time round. A consolation for myself. case study pulled me down a little but MCQ paper did help me qutie a bit. Yay.

So, how have i done for prelims this time round? I shall sae it is a motivation for me to study harder cos i believe that hard work does pay off in the end. Dun u agree?? However, cannot be complacant cos A levels is the one that counts. Not the sch exams. This exams are meant only for preperation and not really assessing ur ability to score for the subject. My Chem really needs help. Really. As for Maths and Econs, i would sae consistentency is important.

Forget about prelims, today is children's day. so sweet of mrs lim. She bought kick-kat and pringles for the class and this is the first time she allowed us to eat in class. So nice of her. Last tutorial ma. Anyway, last tutorial dun seem last to me at all. Cos we would get to see the teachers for the next 2 weeks. Dun we??? Perhaps, i would be disturbing them!! Haha. Shall go mug my hw now...Cya...