I'm so so so so so angry now cos somebody make me angry this afternoon. Dun want to mention about it anymore. No point brooding over such stuff.

Just to keep some of you guys update. I will be returning to NSSC real soon. Hopefully next week. Reason being is I can't find a job outside..... No la.... But it is because nothing beats going back to the same environment, meeting the same people, dealing with the same group of nasty Nsmen. Hahahahaha.... Think this decision has shocked many around me and I'm the 1st NSF to do so in the unit. It is not exactly a DXO scheme, but I'm considered a casual employee(temp staff). This means to say I can leave the organisation anytime I wish to.

The past few days was spent on interviews, receiving phone calls from various job agencies and also idling my time off at NSSC. They did a major renovation at deferment section. Seeing the team I/Cs getting their cubicle and the clerks getting a table of their own, my return hopefully would allow me to see a better working environment and of course co-partners producing better quality work. Really had to thank Mdm Susan for helping me with the necessary work and of course the man inside the room for giving me the chance to return.

Next week, I would be quite free again. Think I would drop by NSSC a few more times to idle away my time and at the same time see if I would need to accquire any new things for my beginning of my work.

Lastly, I'm still very angry. But I would say I'm very very sad too. Can I cry? Would I lose my opportuinity like I always felt I would? I'm feeling very insecured now. Very Very Insecured..