Was having Monday blues early in the morning. Was rather pissed off by one of the nsman who disturbed me the entire morning just because he doesn't want to report for his in-camp today. Can't he just go to the camp and report to his CO and ask for a deferment on the spot? Does he really thinks that NSSC is obliged to help him process a late application and accepting his lame excuse of faxing and emailing us long ago? Idiot!

Thought today would be a easy day for me, but i was wrong just before lunch time. Michelle, from HQ Engineers send us queries via email asking for the cases of some Nsmen. Till then i realised that there is one stack of engineers cases being kept at one corner of the cupboard that i forgot to process. Quickly took them out and processed all the 11 fact sheets at the short span of 45 mins time. Rush and rush like crazy. Finally got to finish all of them by 1245. Kinda wasted as i have already applied for half day leave and should leave at 12 instead. Shall not grumble that much as is my fault for not digging out the cases.

Took 145 to harboufront before taking NEL to Chinatown. Met Michelle, Georgina and Eileen around 130 there to go book our tickets for the HK trip. Have settled for the 533 5d4n package and the hotel is Ramada HK, which is real close to my sis's place. Haha. Yay, finally the day has come true and we will be heading for HK on 12 Dec. Wayne will be coming as well. Awaiting for this trip veri long; hopefully is gonna be fun. Have decided to stay there for a week till 19 Dec. Yay. At least this could be a consolation to the stress i get from work everyday in office ba.

Work is piling up day by day. Hopefully they gonna add in one more clerk to my team to help manage the heavy workload. If only those COs are as efficient as Michelle from SCE, my life would be 10x easier. And if only those NSmen would stop asking for deferment, i would lead a less stressful life. Anyway, new guy reported to NSSC today. Haha. Gd luck to him and i'm really curious which department he will go to.

The group of them coming back to sg today. Shall see them in office tmr. Till now still have yet to see any online! Are they really back?...................

Team ic went on leave today. Was the soul survival of the large formation and was feeling veri super tired and frustrated today. What makes matters worse is I'm the duty clerk and it jus sux having to pay attention to so many details within a day.

Went early in the morning to open the office door. Sat at the book-in counter for quite long trying to update the parade state. Then, the entire morning was spent generating statistics for tmr's meeting and settling a few urgent deferment cases. Went for break only at 1030 with ruixiang who is also clearing some stats.

Afternoon, was rather long and draggy. Boss found out that a number of us did not participate in the AHM and was fuming the entire afternoon. Almost got myself into trouble while entering his office to clear rubbish.

Tmr, office will be super quiet with yy n company going to Thailand. Even my Harley is also gone. Looks like is gonna be stressful these few days. Really dread going back to face all those shit piling up everyday. How? Someone save me please.

Went to work moody today. Stepping into workplace has never been happy all this while. Perhaps, i couldn't take things lightly..

Dragged my feet to my desk and knew another day of pain is coming. I almost have no motivation to work todae sia. Monday blues i guess. I keep having this in my mind: why is life so unfair? Why am i in deferment? Why others could come to work laughing,joking all the way till book out? Why life for them is not as stressful and busy as mine?

Come to think of it. I'm result conscious. I shall not deny this fact that i want to prove myself in deferment. I want to meet the stupid thing called KPI and i want to clear all my cases way ahead of others. Stupid rite? Why would a NSF bother about such things? But seriously i care.

Afternoon was made super touched when Harley came over to my desk, took my 2pdf cases and went back to his desk. And the most important thing is he cleared them within an hour and returned them printed nicely on my desk. So nice of him. This makes me feel even more guilty and made me even reflect on how he can manage his life so much less stressful than mine.

Anyway, some people are out to piss me off today. One in the morning, one in the afternoon and one in the evening. Not that i'm scared of them but seriously dun wish to waste my time getting angry over such idiots. NSSC is such a horrible place to stay in. Yucks!