I'm so bloody pissed now!! Dun provoke me anymore!! I hate it when people make empty promises! Really hate that!! Especially when the person initiated the outing or event and expect me to turn up!! When i promise i will, i would!! I will make sure i'm free and attend or if not i will tell beforehand that i can't turn up!! I hate it when people give me last minute shock and think i would accept all the reasons given!!

I thought i could be veri forgiving but i can't!! The previous time the same person made me angry.. That time, promised me to catch a movie with me!! So i waited patiently den he sae cannot make it, postponed to another dae!! Then fine! Another day he said he watched movie alreadi so cannot watch with me. I'm so ANGRY lor!! I purposely didnt go with the gang so that i can attend his appointment. Now he betrayed me and sae why i didnt go with the crowd!! Wouldnt i be angry!! N someone is that asking me to ask him out because he asked me out!! But so far there is not even ONE successful outing!! How can i ask him out again!! The feeling of being betrayed is not GD!

Then today said wanted to had lunch with me n some other people!! In the end, didnt even call me anything until i asked him!! N that was the reply that he couldnt make it!! Wouldnt i be angry!! If anyone thinks that i'm petty, then i think u r really a saint!! Cos i wouldnt have such "du liang" to let myself accept all this!! I thought friends should be truthful to each other and have mutual trust and respect for one another!! But time and again, i feel that im being cheated!! Is not that i die die must go but i feel that if someone ask me out sincerely i should respect him and attend promptly!! Unless i have a veri valid reason, i would still tell the person before hand and not let him wait in anticipation!! I'm really pissed!!

It makes me doubt that person's character liao!! Always telling me make up for this and that but everytime it is like a bounced check!! How can i believe it is true!! Now, if there is another time of such outing i would really have to think twice because i dun wan to be duped again!! I really treasure this friend and i wouldnt want to become enemy with him!! REALLY!! But i really couldnt control myself!!

Sorry to those buddies who read my blog to find out my happenings! This entry has totally become a complaint essay!! So sorry about that but i really need a channel to vent my anger and frustrations..... So if u guys sees this entry, dun think i m BAD ok?? I really hope the relevant ppl read this entry... if not hopefully some kind soul will go feedback!!

Actually todae i should feel happy because i catched THE INCREDIBLES, with douglas. It is something that i wanted veri much to watch and it is veri nice!! But still i didnt really enjoy the fullest i can!! Really in veri foul mood now!!

I think tomolo i wun go for Zhimei's bdae celebration!! SO sorry and Paiseh to Zhimei but im really not in the mood!! And tml i may need to go for a job interview so really can't make it!! Shall really make it up for u one day k!! Promise!! When Eileen comes back from Hk and when everyone can make it will definitely make it up for u!! In the meantime, i feel like sleeping and forget everything within today!!!

As are finally over... Was so happy when the clock struck 1115 yesterdae.. The ppl from our combi gave our happiest cheers and excitement immediately when mr tng dismissed us... It marks a brand new stage of our lives.. No exams, no stress, unlimited freedom, unlimited fun ahead!!

Went home to change after the paper.... Den headed to bugis to meet wensi and the metalz... They went to trim their eyebrows and it looked so funny... We den headed to sakae sushi for our sushi buffet. Ate a lot of mayo salmon sushi n had chawamushi, and many other more.. Chao full. Meantime, we gossip a bit about school, tok about our plans for the coming daes, tok about job, tok about next year... anything possible..

We den shopped for clothes around bugis, find cosmetics and finding all the assessories.. Den we called the teachers and shared our excitement over the phone. Haha! Den headed to bugis street. went there and wensi bought her skirt.. at a bargained price of $20. Saw max at bugis street sia.. Oops im naughty.. Its MR Cheong.. no la max is better...

was quite tired so went to mos to had a drink.. In the meantime, minz continue to shop and bought something.. I dunno wad la... Den me minz and nette took bus 7 home...

As for today, i decided to slack at home... So poor thing rite... no programme.. nothing at all.. Later in the day, went badminton hall to play badminton with ibrahim, simer, welson, mark, muhammad, joel, vishnu and another guy dunno his name. I go there onli act act la. Cos my badminton skills is really... haha. I think indonesians are veri good players (except one whom i played with quite long ago). Welson is a veri good example, can bemome the next Ronald. That Mark oso not bad. The other poly guy oso gd. Joel veri competent either. Vishnu and muhammad are both veri pro as well.. Haha. of course Ibrahim n Simer oso quite good la, haha. Dun really know u guys that well but u ppl are really veri nice.. chao nice ppl.. really enjoyed myself even though i didnt really play..

Ok. That's all for now. Still pondering over my prom dressing.. Dunno wad to wear la... Can someone tell me wad to wear.. Give some ideas leh...

I have the sudden urge to blog now now!! I told myself to start blogging only after the exams but still i cant resist the temptation to take a bit of study time off to pen my thoughts down... This week is the weak i hated. Chem paper 3 n maths paper 1. Both are over and gone... How do i fare? I really dunno how to sae.. I felt Maths was better than Chem while others think otherwise. Still got many papers to come... Econs totally haven started.... as in haven have a paper yet. Clash with chem paper 2 somemore... sigh...

Time seems to pass by veri slowly.. Cant wait for 22nd to come!! went back to sch this morning to attend chem paper 2 time trial... Rather insightful lecture by Dr Rahman ( first time i praise him) although his tone still needs serious improvement!! I would have to say that his predictions are so far quite accurate so hope this would continue.... At the rate i am studying now, next week would be rather painful!! Must really get stats and everything out of my way now, so that i need not bother about math anymore. As for chem, i would still have to go to the notes here n there to read up on wad i have missed!! Now, i shall pray veri hard that the econs essay paper is gonna be easy.. It really has to be!!

Had lunch at TM with Lynette, Joyce, Georgina... Went to the food court to eat.. Saw Joshua there with his classmate and he is really quite yandao leh... den went to buy shan zha at umega. No mood to shop so go home lor......

Just completed the maths revision exercises i bought from the bookshop todae. Dunno how to do a few questions still leh!! How??? At this moment how can i throw 6-7 marks into the drain just lidat... sigh... shall revisit those questions again later... must master crv tonite... Up till todae still hate it like nothing... n a pile of econs notes is waiting for me on my desk now... so cya.....