Its just 50++ days towards prelim. I'm still in a state of mind of confusion. Lots of things to memorise but i haven formally memorise any. Every tutorial though i could cope but this does not mean anything. I would have forgotten topics that were done long ago. Sigh.... I know i didn't work very hard these days. Remembering my O level days, i started long ago in like April, but now everyday after sch, i would just feel like sleeping. When will i wake up????

Anyway, today's lessons were as boring as ever. GP can never be fun to me and econs lecture was spent writing an essay that was done in previous lectures. As for the remaining tutorials, they were as normal and we managed to postpone the chem test to wed. Sigh, topic tested: structures of proteins. Which means lots to memorise again. Sian

Anyway, i hate tomolo, cos got that stupid PE. But never mind, my birthday is coming in 2 daes time. So excited to be 18. HAha. Ok shall get back to work now........

 
Started yestesday with a maths lecture. Got back my maths test results and it was satisfactory. This was followed by a mahts test review and a revision on DE. After the lecture, i met my metal gang and took photos with them. Followed by this was meeting my chi gang n kns clan and we were taking photos together. So sweet of them to give me so many presents. I liked them veri much. Thanks..... Not forgeting Paulus who came in the morning to wish me happy birthday, thanks a lot, though u couldnt make it for the outing.....

We left sch after that to celebrate eileen's birthday and my birhtday; and the 10 0f us: Me, Eileen, Siew Kia, Adrian, Kenneth, Wayne, Hwee Yee, Michelle, Georgina and Yan Sen took a train down to love mall to eat fish n co. Haha. It is really a veri nice place and i like the ambience there though it is quite ex...about $20 plus per person.... While eating, Jasmine Lee came shortly to meet us and we started chatting rubbish and playing truth or dare. Haha. The climax was when Jasmine was asked by us to say that a waiter is very handsome and must go in front to him and complement him. She did it and the waiter was amused by our jokes. I think he was quite happy so i decided to demand for cakes as present since it was eileen's and my birthdays. HAha. He kindly offered us chocolate fudge cake with ice cream and it was delicious. It was such a nice desert after a heavy meal....

Followed by that, we went to PS to shop and continued taking photos. I chat endlessly with my chi gang and the kns ppl and was enjoying those shops at PS. Followed by that, we walked down to cineleisure to support MJ dance team. However, the dance team will only be dancing at 9 pm. So we decided to go heeren walk walk and met kevin there. I shopped at mini toons and bought 3 ankle socks from there. Haha. Soon, it was time for us to go home. We were rather sad to part so we decided to take phots again at the train station. HAHA. In the end, we took photos on the train and in the station. Yan Sen was the first to alight since he was taking NEL. I was so upset so i waved endlessly to him, lean on the glass panel and continued waving to him while he went up the escalator. The remaining of us dropped at our respective stations along the way. Me n Ken dropped off together and took the same bus home. Chatted for a while and parted within 5 mins.

I reached home at around 630 and went for dinner with my family shortly. My sis is back from HK and she gave me a wallet and a mickey mouse plate as my birthday present. So sweet of her. I was quite tired yesterday but i really enjoyed myself very much. It was the best birthday i have ever had with so many friends around and celebrating it with another frend whose birthday is so close to mine, is the first time. U guys really rox manz. shall go see the pics later and i m awaiting for more of such outings soon. Choir pals u r fantastic.

This week nothing much really happened. Lessons as per normal and everyday is as tired as usual. Maybe should talk about the most dreadful lesson to me, PE. To many this lesson could relieve stress but to me this lesson is the most stupid and tiring of all. I yearn to be like those ppl who get to play games cos conditioning really sux!!! Every lesson we spent half the time running 6 rounds round the track and this was followed by some disgusting conditioning such as dips, sit ups, push ups, jumping over that stupid bench....etc. Every lesson is tiring and i feel so uncomfortable at the end of the day. Stupid PE

Yesterday we had math test in the afternoon. Chapters tested was estimation and hypothesis testing.... Didn't really study for it so crap my way through.. As to whether can pass or not, coming sat the results will be out....After the maths test, i called my father as usual asking him to pick me up from school. But he said he would be late so i decided to go back home myself...Feel so bored going home alone, so i called my metal gang to accompany me. In the end, i waited for them at pasir ris MRT station for about 15 mins...That is not the most scary thing...The most scary thing is while waiting for them, i met Mr Pang n Mr Naresh who board the same bus with them...Die...Mr Pang caught me alone at the MRT staion and commented that i was a naughty boy(in a laughing tone). den Mr Naresh added by" Friday I'm gonna call u during lecture." Dead!!That means that i must go memorise pg 3-4 of the lecture notes on mkt failure...N i cannot afford to not be able to answer his questions as i told Wong Mei Lin  that i have finished my econs revision...Dead sia...

Anyway,  for today, we had the official step down of the 1st student council and it was quite a grand ceremony...Also, three attractive stalls were set up in the canteen to sell chinese, malay and indian food. Quite popular among students but i didnt get the chance to try those food as the queues were tremendously long.....Later part of the day was spent on PE, doing those stupid stuff and i ended my day at the squash court, waiting for my metal gang to finish playing squash. Met XXXXXX, and i have nothing much to say about XXXXXX, so me n my metal gang, Georgina, Huimin, Joyce, Lynette, went off and sat down at macdonalds, induldging my ice cream and the tempting old chang kee... We are indeed pigs and we all agreed that at this rate we are going, we will just go fat by the end of the month....HAha..... We left Mac at around 5 and took train home, with each of us alighting one by one at different stops....

Tonight will be a sleepless night for me i guess, cos i have to finish my journal, rahman's hw, and finish memorising the lecture notes for tml lecture...

 
Finally got some time to watch VCD at home, but got scolded by my mum again for watching so long..Sigh...Mid year is over and all results are out. Dun blame me for being lo-so, but i should update a little about my mid year performance, rite?? As i have expected, I did only pass econs and Os the other 2. Ever since practical day, i knew chemistry is hard to pass. And mrs lim told me that practical can either help one or fail one, so guess the latter is the case of mine. As for maths, I knew my paper 1 was such a failure. Therefore, even though i pass paper 2, i did not qualify for a seat in the passing list. As for GP, i just merly pass with a draedful C6 cos of that stupid comprehension. Idiot sia. Ok, overall, i knew i would get such grades as i didn't really put in effort to study during the holidays. I'm either sleeping or daydreaming at home, really must buck up sia. Cannot disappoint my parents and the tutors anymore. I have yet to tell my parents about my results, dunno how to start. Maybe let them know when they see mrs chong ba....Maybe mrs chong will say good stuff and turn bad news into good news.. Haha, walk one step see one step ba....
 
This week is full of adventure. I gain membership from another gang call the metal gang and i m known as unununium now. So funny. During GP, as my old gang was too big, i decided to join my metal gang and we even research together and made a presentation in class. Haha. Went to see Eye MO on thurs. Its so stupid sia. Firstly, there are so many people and the queue is bloody long. They did dilation on my eyes by putting eye drops onto it. This process would cause me to lose my vision when seeing near objects for the next few hours. Not only that, i need to add more eye drops when they claimed that my eyes have not been dilated with the first few drops. After that, the EYe MO examined my eyes by using a torchlight that is very sophisticated. Then, he claimed that there is nothing wrong with my eyes and i was assigned to PES B. So sickening, thought they could give me a lower PES. Sigh, its my fate to go and suffer during BMT. HAiz........
 
Though my mood is rather bad these days, it is not affecting me veri much these few days.. Cos my birthday is coming....Yay...first time in my life, celebrating my birthday together with another friend's, so we can exchange presents. Yay.. Girl must remember to buy me a good present hor....Haha.......Guess i have to crack my head this few days to think of buying u a present that u like sia....I'm getting more excited for the outing on 24th.....My choir friends are gonna celebrate with me...Yay, even xiuqin, the 2 jasmines, n my wonderful but always pangseh frend, Kenneth say he will make it on that day.... Guess, it will be a wonderful experience with all of them.... Ok, i shall go for dinner now and keep touch with u guys another day..... Dinner here i come....... 

I'm super stress these days. The new timetable is just bad and every period seems like years..... so irritating. So i'm constantly waiting for recess and lunch to come so that i can get a break... Now no choir le, but got so many things, so i really couldn't sense the diff that i expected. Sigh

Anyway, i wan to thank the Kanasai ppl who have accompanied me on Monday.. I really enjoyed going out with u guys...U all have brighten up my day..Especially, The first time went out with Yan Sen and Howard. U guys are indeed incredible and fun. Yan Sen i really get to see the other side of u today at the arcade, the less serious and more crazy side rather than the serious look i get from u when we work together in the committee. Tuesday was a busy day for me as i have to settle lots of work. Sigh, lectures are boring and tutorials are just too stiff and solemm.

As for today, i had four boring dry lectures that made me almost fall asleep. But as u all know, i'm rather popular in college and a popular target for teachers to call upon. So to avoid such problems, no matter how boring the lecture can be, i have to keep myself awake and alert.

Tried chicken rice and noodles in college for the past 2 days. I would say their culinary skills did not improve over the june vacation. Tried Yong Tau Foo today with douglas but i would say it sux..6 pcs for $2 and they aren't tasty at all. This few days i was simply a pig for i ate a lot during both recess and lunch. Haha....

I would say that i really enjoy college veri much despite the heavy workload that i have every day. More importantly, my cliques or rather my beloved pals have given me the moral support for me to continue this stressful education in the college.. I feel that they are really veri important to me in my life. Be it, my class clique, the 8 of us, or my dearest Chi Gang, or Fun and loving Kanasaiz, or even my class ppl who r super supportive to me, i love all of u.... Without all of u, my life would be so different and my social cirlce would not be such a vibrant one....Everyone must work hard k... Not much time left but this also means that the pain will be over soon. Kambate....

I guess i have neglected by blog like half a month....But no choice la, stupid mid year exam which is torturing...mugging n mugging endlessly but still cannot do those questions that came out...What is my brain doing this day? Has been underperforming or what? I dun think i in holiday mood rite??

But now everything is over and i am so happy that i can relax from this moment on...though not for long....NS checkup on wed was a idiotic experience...they send me a wrong letter and i went there for nothing...argh....anyway, i still need to go back on 15 july to check for my eyes.....

Yay....new timetable functioning...as usual everyday is long except friday.....But who cares now...is enjoying myself to the fullest that is most important....YAY