Many things happened this week. My sis came back from Hong Kong, bringing me a webcam. I'm now enjoying the features of the webcam. Very cool sia. Anyway, had maths test on mon and chem test on wed.

Monday's maths test was quite tough and i thought i would fail. Haha, but the fact is i didn't. I got a beautiful 11/15. if i'm not wrong, 2nd or 3rd highest in class. Oops, I'm boasting again. Anyway, chem test was average on wed and manage to finsih the entire paper within the 1 hr.

Anyway, the most interesting and eventful day is wednesday. There is a choir farewell party which marks the official step down of us year 2s. So sad.... Nelson Kwei gave a debrief on the concert performance. All his comments for the choir is positive and i feel that MJC choir is making up to the mark. He commented on all the songs and i am quite certain he is quite pleased with the standard of the choir. However, he still decided to give a F grade for the concert as there is no professionalism shown in the finale of the concert. The situation is embarassing and there shouldn't even be an encore when audiences are leaving. He claimed that this will put MS Lai in a veri difficult position as to whether or not to come down to the stage to wish the choir. Poor year 1 comm members, who have put in tonnes of effort to prepare this for the seniors. It is very touching in fact, but just that they picked the wrong time to do it.

Anyway, choir farewell party was quite a fun and enjoyable one. Saw many touching scenes and crying and hugging. Thanks teachers (Ms Chen, Mr Pang, Ms Wong) for organising such a wonderful treat for us. Not forgetting the instructors too ( Mr Kwei & Mr Yong). Anyway i ate my fill and was enjoying taking phots with the juniors. Yan Sen was even kind enough to make us each a graduation from choir scroll and inside it, was a .....
not convenient to mention here. Haha. Anyway, i think will miss choir like crazy lor, maybe except someone... Someone that i used to respect a lot as a capable and outstanding leader.....

I think this person is trying to find faults in me lor. Always give that kind of hostile attitude and suaning me like crazy this whole week, making my mood swing like crazy. I really dunno what's wrong with him. My encourangement becomes mockery to him and this morning he gave me that spastic look. So irritating. So pissed off with him.. At least i think many ppl around me knows that i did not discriminate against him or wad. I think is he trying to find problem with me lor. So sad...... he is making me more sad everyday. haiz......

Anyway, GP exam was quite tough todae. Wonder if i could pass. Went for lunch with Wayne, Siew Kia and Eileen at Pasta Mania. Wonder around the mall for quite a while before going home.

N now i shall work super hard for the mid-year. This is the time where i shall no longer hide my potential and give it the best to prove to everyone. Kambatate.

I'm still veri tired. Econs lecture today was boring as usual and it seems that there is more things for us to memorise for mid-year. GP was nothing special but a whole load of presentations by our classmates on application questions. Spent part of the econs tutorial massaging Paulus, asking him about the information put on the choir noticeboard. His lips were sealed and revealed nothing about it. Went down to the canteen for a heavy recess so as to skip lunch for that stupid chem practical test. It was a busy recess for me for i have to:

1) Eat, of course
2) Go to the photocopy room to collect chem tutorial and GP comprehension
3) Go to the bookshop to buy mahjong paper
4) Read the choir noticeboard

Found out that there will be choir practice on wed at 230pm which is also the official step-down and handover for us seniors. Also, if guys are interested in joining the male chorus for Jubilatte, they can proceed to Siglap for practice tomolo. However, i didn't feel like joining as there are too many work for me in hand.

Carrying all the papers and mahjong papers, i proceeded to the LT for chem lecture. Thanks to Joleen who helped me carry the mahjong paper to the LT. However, the sad thing is that i lost my pencil case while going back to class for chem tutorial. I thought i dropped it into Eileen's plastic bag, but it didn't. Search the entire LT frantically, but still can't find it. Now, I'm left with just a pen. Sob......

Very much feel like skipping econs today, but in the choir room, our dear Paulus actually said that he wanted to go for econs. So no choice, but to go with him rite??/
Ms Wong was kind enough to know that sitting down for 2 hrs is not easy. So she granted us a break. Me and bao bao went to the choir room and took some photo with the rest of the choir members. Will they send me the photos? I really dunno who's camera isit?

Anyway, i kind of like miss choir like crazy, especially the juniors, Kok Yong, Melissa, Joy, Sharon, and many more.... Took so many photos at VCH that nite, but dunno where to get them. Anyway, shall treasure my final practice with them and shall remember the happy moments shared......

Computer hanged and got virus so didnt blog for almost 3 weeks. But now, everyhting is back to normal. I'm beginning to hate Chem and Mrs Lim kept giving us tonnes of homework and revision exercise which i totally do not have time to complete them within the stipulated dateline. Sigh.......

Today, I came to college super tired, knowing that I'm in deep trouble if i cannot finish all the chem stuff. Disucussing with Lynn and Yuesi all the pressure that we received from mrs lim this few weeks and we felt that there is a need to tell her that we are not taking only Chemistry for A levels. There are other subjects as well and we should devote all time equally. Today, I did not join my choir clique in the morning as i feel that there is a urgent need to clarify things with my classmates. I went straight to the point and eventually they understand what has been happening and things will change and get better in the future. I am 100% sure of that.

During Maths tutorial, Mrs Chong scolded us for not doing our tutorial and asked us to complete up to qn 10 by tommorrow. Haiz... where got time?? Choir end super late and there is still chemical kinetics worksheet untouched. SO sad

Finally, I can pass Yi Fang's money to Mr Pang and that concluded the sale of MJC Choir Concert tickets. However, AJ and TKSS tickets are still unsettled. Hope Nelson and Pei Ying can quickly settle the necessary admin and money stuff and hand them to me as soon as possible.

While waiting for choir, me n Yuesi went to the library to finsih as much chem as possible. Met Yan Sen and company and was chatting with Yan Sen before i marched to the choir room to meet that idiotic tailor. Upon reaching the choir room, Nga Chi n Ms Wong told me that the stupid tailor did not make the ties for us and the concert is just two days away. HOW???? Anyway, he promised to make for us and I will definitely skin him alive if he doesn't give the ties by tommorrow. So SAD!!!!!! Choir standard today was average and i couldn't hear my own voice as I'm having a sore throat now!!! HOW???
Concert just two days away. Sob......

She's still angry with me. I know i need to give her time but my feelings are now mixed. Sad and lost. I really dunno wad i should do now. I knew i'm at fault so i have no choice but to accept this all by myself. Hopefully, time will allow us to cool down and everything can be back to normal soon.